As I sit here this morning, trying to think of something to write about, my heart is filled with joy because it’s another day to thank Jesus for my life. It’s Christmas Day – a day like none other on the calendar. My family gathered last night at my youngest daughter’s home to take part in a fabulous feast – great company and laughter. Gifts were opened. Conversation was animated and filled with love, but something didn’t feel just right.

My family has been the centerpiece of my life and always will be. We always find something to laugh about. We share memories of silly things that happened many years ago. We love each other with the common bond we have in our shared love of Jesus, our Savior. Still, there was something missing.

As I look at this picture of these amazing humans, I see my life – my experiences with them – my growing up and old with them – my joys and sorrows. There have been times when everything wasn’t just right. There were those difficult growing up years. The times we disagreed and made up. All of those things relied on the rock that guided of our lives – Jesus, our Savior. The faces in this photograph reveal something very unique in today’s world. It describes an unusual bond between us, yet something isn’t the same this year.

As lights twinkle and tantalizing food is prepared – as good times continue – as blessings flow from being together again – the empty chair will remain empty. That’s why this Christmas is different. I know that other empty spots will happen again and be replaced with new ones, but this first one is the hardest. For us, hearts are heavy even though a year has passed since our patriarch – husband – father – brother – uncle – friend – went to be with Jesus. He, on the other hand, is rejoicing in our Savior’s special celebration in heaven. He is at the feast which has no end in the presence of our Savior.

THANK YOU, JESUS, FOR BEING THERE FOR ME AND MY FAMILY THROUGH THIS DIFFICULT YEAR. REMIND US THAT THIS WORLD IS ONLY TEMPORARY AND THAT YOU ARE THE FULFILLMENT OF ALL OUR HOPES AND DREAMS. HELP US TO GO ON LIVING WITH THAT IN MIND.