THE 11th HOUR, 11th DAY, 11th MONTH . . .

Over time, the thought of going to war has been argued, protested and many times been placed on a level of disagreement, yet without our military, where would we be? In the last year alone, our National Guard has been called on to control crowds of protestors and rioters across our very own country. In a way, that’s kind of ironic, isn’t it. We often need protection from within, more than the enemies we battle on foreign soil. The eleventh hour of the eleventh day of the eleventh month of the year has been dedicated as Veterans Day in the United States. This one day we set aside to honor those who have and continue to serve in the armed forces.

Today, we give honor to those who have served in the military and those who continue to do so. Every time a young man or woman enlists in the service of their country, they’re making the ultimate sacrifice – to lay down their life for another. This is the servant attitude Jesus asked of His followers. Maybe if we all made this same oath to our fellow man, the world would not have to face wars ever again. I believe that day will come when the ultimate soldier of the cross returns to us.

The following is a letter written by Union soldier, Maj. Sullivan Ballou, to his wife before his death on the battlefield. It was never sent, but found in the soldier’s belongings when his remains were returned to their burial site. His young wife of 24 never remarried. She was buried next to her husband at the age of 80. Sometimes the best reasons for war are stated in the pens of those who fight them.

July 14, 1861
Camp Clark, Washington

My very dear Sarah: The indications are very strong that we shall move in a few days — perhaps tomorrow. Lest I should not be able to write again, I feel impelled to write a few lines that may fall under your eye when I shall be no more …

I have no misgivings about, or lack of confidence in the cause in which I am engaged, and my courage does not halt or falter. I know how strongly American Civilization now leans on the triumph of the Government and how great a debt we owe to those who went before us through the blood and sufferings of the Revolution. And I am willing — perfectly willing — to lay down all my joys in this life, to help maintain this Government, and to pay that debt …

Sarah my love for you is deathless, it seems to bind me with mighty cables that nothing but Omnipotence could break; and yet my love of Country comes over me like a strong wind and bears me unresistibly on with all these chains to the battle field.

The memories of the blissful moments I have spent with you come creeping over me, and I feel most gratified to God and to you that I have enjoyed them for so long. And hard it is for me to give them up and burn to ashes the hopes of future years, when, God willing, we might still have lived and loved together, and seen our sons grown up to honorable manhood, around us. I have, I know, but few and small claims upon Divine Providence, but something whispers to me — perhaps it is the wafted prayer of my little Edgar, that I shall return to my loved ones unharmed. If I do not my dear Sarah, never forget how much I love you, and when my last breath escapes me on the battle field, it will whisper your name. Forgive my many faults and the many pains I have caused you. How thoughtless and foolish I have often times been! How gladly would I wash out with my tears every little spot upon your happiness …

But, O Sarah! If the dead can come back to this earth and flit unseen around those they loved, I shall always be near you; in the gladdest days and in the darkest nights … always, always, and if there be a soft breeze upon your cheek, it shall be my breath, as the cool air fans your throbbing temple, it shall be my spirit passing by. Sarah do not mourn me dead; think I am gone and wait for thee, for we shall meet again …

 “Our flag does not fly because the wind moves it… it flies with the last breath of each soldier who died protecting it.” – Unknown

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About atimetoshare.me

As I reach the end of my years, I find I have a lot of good information stored up in this old decrepit mind of mine. If I don't write it all down, it may vanish and no one will have the advantage of my thoughts. This is why this blog exists. I love the Lord, Jesus with all my heart and soul. I know I'm undeserving of all He's done for me, but I also know that His love is beyond my comprehension. I've always wanted to write. I never kept diaries, but tucked my thoughts in my head for future reference. I use them now in creating stories, plays, poetry and my blog. I continue to learn every day. I believe the compilation of our time spent with God will have huge affect on the way we live. I know I'm a sinner and I need a Savior. I have One through Jesus, Christ. My book, "Stages - a memoir," is about the seven stages of life from the perspective of a woman. It addresses all the things girls and women go through in life as they travel it with Jesus, and it is available on Amazon.com.
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4 Responses to THE 11th HOUR, 11th DAY, 11th MONTH . . .

  1. davidkitz's avatar davidkitz says:

    Wow! What a beautiful letter!

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  2. Kathy, I appreciate reading this soldier’s letter. The love shared for his God, country, and wife is a blessed testament. Recently, I was watching a documentary about the Civil War battle at Antietam Creek, and I felt numbness from what these soldiers experienced. Many left letters like this one.

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    • atimetoshare.me's avatar atimetoshare.me says:

      It had to be the most difficult war on that brothers and other relatives were fighting against each other. So much unnecessary loss.

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