The opaque murkiness of an impenetrable sky surrounds you. Your mind swirls with empty thoughts. You feel alone, lost, unapproachable, frightened. There is nothing but an enclosing haze that makes your mind swim.

A somberness encumbers you – shrouds you, yet causes you to shout out for just a glimmer of light.  Your heart pounds within your chest – beating like the sound of a dusty old grandfather clock. Your ears listen attentively to each and every sound with anticipation, fear, helplessness.

Your eyes plead for just a tiny glimpse of light and then it happens. A small star in the distant sky slowly moves towards you. The light that shines from it, bounces to other heavenly bodies and they too come to life. This one bit of light now encompasses the entire sky and it’s as if someone turned on the switch.

Your eyes open wide. You breathe it all in. You feel safe. Every sense is enlivened by the glory of it. You are released from the mantle of uncertainty. The pall has been lifted. God is in the heavens and He has drawn you closer to Him.fear



As I reach the end of my years, I find I have a lot of good information stored up in this old decrepit mind of mine. If I don't write it all down, it may vanish and no one will have the advantage of my thoughts. This is why this blog exists. I love the Lord, Jesus with all my heart and soul. I know I'm undeserving of all He's done for me, but I also know that His love is beyond my comprehension. I've always wanted to write. I never kept diaries, but tucked my thoughts in my head for future reference. I use them now in creating stories, plays, poetry and my blog. I continue to learn every day. I believe the compilation of our time spent with God will have huge affect on the way we live. I know I'm a sinner and I need a Savior. I have One through Jesus, Christ. My book, "Stages - a memoir," is about the seven stages of life from the perspective of a woman. It addresses all the things girls and women go through in life as they travel it with Jesus, and it is available on
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4 Responses to ALL FOGGED UP

  1. Beautiful indeed! Both life and nature experience moments in perpetual fog. Yesterday, I experienced some foggy moments during a morning walk at one of my favorite nature parks. Hearing a raven’s call echo in the still air . . . yes, there is a Creator!

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